Why do i fall in love with the wrong guy?

Okay... what is this all about? Well, apparently, I am not happy with us again. I will not elaborate it any further, just take it as it is. I think we're on the brink of breaking up.

I am no longer excited to meet him.
Not thrilled to receive messages from him.
I do not seek attention from him.
I do not feel the need to text him.

In other words, I want to spend time apart from him.

I really don't get why I'm feeling all this. We're much more fun than before. I am more relaxed when when we go out nowadays. I used to think twice before opening my mouth, now I don't have any trouble being myself. I should be grateful for this newfound freedom!

I don't know. Maybe it's because he's not sweet. Not a bit. He talks to me like I'm his younger sister. He's not a gentleman anymore. He's too uncompromising.

I started to be cold to him just this morning. I'm planning on not seeing him for a week. I will text him sparingly.

Will he even notice?

So why is my title, 'falling for the wrong guy?'

He's a very mature, responsible, deep and practical guy.

But... because I have met and am friends with guys who are far more sweeter, with bigger capacity to love, and even a fatter wallet who would want to shower me with attention, the situation I am in makes me very much unsatisfied with us.

I don't want them. My only desire is him.

Oh I think I should go home and unwind.